Episode 3
The Path to Completion: Overcoming Broken Trust and Clouded Judgment-Part 3
A thorough examination of the themes of broken trust and clouded judgment unfolds as we reflect on the transformative journey encapsulated in this series. Our dialogue meticulously dissects the ramifications of childhood traumas—rooted in experiences of abandonment and betrayal—that continue to reverberate into adulthood, manifesting as pervasive distrust and distorted perceptions of safety in relationships. We explore the concept of the number nine, a symbol of healing and completion, which challenges us to confront the weight of our past and invites us to ask a pivotal question: what must we relinquish to achieve true healing? This episode serves as a clarion call for introspection, urging listeners to recognize that their past traumas do not define their worth or their capacity for growth. Central to this discussion is the duality of discernment, represented by the high seven of intuition and the low eight of ego, which often complicates our decision-making processes. We delve into the necessity of restoring clarity and judgment that may have been clouded by past experiences. The journey to the number nine is framed not as an endpoint but as a holistic integration of lessons learned from our unique experiences. Listeners are encouraged to embrace self-trust and to dismantle the barriers that inhibit their ability to engage fully in life and relationships, thereby reclaiming their agency and authenticity. As we conclude this series, we emphasize that the path to healing is neither swift nor linear, but rather an ongoing commitment to self-care and intentional choices. Each instance of choosing one's high seven over low eight, engaging in grief work, and surrounding oneself with supportive individuals propels us closer to the completion symbolized by the number nine. We remind our audience that they are in a state of becoming—ever evolving and resilient. In doing so, we aim to instill hope and encouragement, affirming that they are not mere victims of their circumstances but rather active participants in their healing journeys, capable of transforming their pain into wisdom that illuminates the path for others.
Takeaways:
- The journey towards healing and completion is marked by confronting one's past experiences and acknowledging their impact on present relationships.
- Trust, once shattered, necessitates a concerted effort to rebuild, and this process is neither swift nor easy.
- A pivotal question that arises in the healing journey is what one is willing to release to achieve closure and transformation.
- The alignment of one's inner energies is essential; a distortion in judgment can lead to detrimental choices influenced by past wounds.
- Engaging in practices such as meditation and discernment can facilitate clarity and help distinguish between genuine intuition and ego-driven impulses.
- Building a supportive community of safe individuals is crucial for fostering an environment conducive to healing and personal growth.
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Transcript
Welcome back to the third and final episode of this series.
Speaker A:And it's been quite a journey, and I want you to feel the weight of that, because a journey through the numbers always move towards one destination.
Speaker A:9.
Speaker A:9 Is the number of completion of spiritual wisdom earned through experience of the soul that has gone through the full cycle, one through eight, and arrives at nine carrying everything it has learned.
Speaker A:Nine is the healer, the teacher, the one who transmutes pain into purpose.
Speaker A:But nine doesn't always come easy.
Speaker A:You don't get to nine by skipping the work.
Speaker A:You get to nine by doing exactly what we've been doing in this series.
Speaker A:Going back, looking at the womb, naming it, and deciding, I'm not going to let this run my life anymore.
Speaker A:In part one, we sat with the two relationship duality, the broken connection between the child and guardian.
Speaker A:We talked about how trust gets shattered in the home through abandonment, through abuse, through the absence of protection.
Speaker A:In part two, we moved into the seven inner wisdom discernment, the difference between the high seven of intuition and the low eight of ego.
Speaker A:Now in part three, we're at the nine and nine ask one question of every soul that arrives at it.
Speaker A:What are you willing to release so you can complete the cycle?
Speaker A:So here's the full picture.
Speaker A:Something happened to you as a child.
Speaker A:An absence, betrayal, violation.
Speaker A:You don't heal from it, so you carry it into your two energy, your relationships.
Speaker A:And it distorts everything there.
Speaker A:It tells you people cannot be trusted.
Speaker A:I am not safe.
Speaker A:Then it reaches your seven, your judgment, and clouds it.
Speaker A:Because when you don't trust yourself, your discernment can't function clearly.
Speaker A:So you either over trust and ignoring every red flag because you want so badly for it to work, or you under trust, pushing away everything good because you're waiting for it to go wrong.
Speaker A:And into that vacuum, the low eight energy steps in, offering certainty, offering labels, offering the rush of I know what I'm doing.
Speaker A:And you follow it and it cost you.
Speaker A:And you look back and say, I have terrible judgment.
Speaker A:But that wasn't your judgment.
Speaker A:That was your wound making the decision.
Speaker A:That was a broken one operating through a distorted two hijacked by a low eight, drowning out the seven.
Speaker A:The numbers got out of alignment.
Speaker A:And the path to nine, the path to healing, is bringing them back.
Speaker A:I said this in part one.
Speaker A:I'm gonna say it again here in part three.
Speaker A:And I need you to receive it this time.
Speaker A:Not just hear it, but receive it.
Speaker A:Whatever happened to you as a child is not your fault.
Speaker A:The number 11 is a master Number.
Speaker A:It is the number of the wounded healer, the one who came through something painful and uses that pain to illuminate the path for others.
Speaker A:Many of you listening are 11 energy you went through something that should have broken you and it didn't.
Speaker A:Not because you were lucky.
Speaker A:Because there is something in you that is built for the nine.
Speaker A:Built to complete the cycle.
Speaker A:Built to turn what was done to you into something that sets other people free.
Speaker A:But you cannot do that from behind the wall.
Speaker A:You cannot lead people to healing if you haven't walked through yourself.
Speaker A:So here's the path.
Speaker A:Here's how you bring the numbers back into alignment.
Speaker A:First, return to the 1.
Speaker A:The self.
Speaker A:The origin.
Speaker A:One small act of self.
Speaker A:Trust.
Speaker A:Your gut is telling you something.
Speaker A:Honor it, even when it's uncomfortable, even when it's an inconvenience.
Speaker A:Start there.
Speaker A:One decision at a time.
Speaker A:Second, grieve the broken four.
Speaker A:The foundation, the home, the family structure that was supposed to hold you.
Speaker A:Grieve the parent who left.
Speaker A:Grieve the childhood you deserved but didn't get.
Speaker A:Grieve the years you spent managing pain instead of living life.
Speaker A:4.
Speaker A:Energy cannot be rebuilt until the broken version is acknowledged.
Speaker A:Let yourself feel it so it can finally move through you.
Speaker A:Third, practice the high seven.
Speaker A:Energy.
Speaker A:Stillness.
Speaker A:Silence.
Speaker A:Discernment in real time.
Speaker A:Before every major decision, pause, ask yourself, is this my high seven or my low eight?
Speaker A:Is this wisdom or ego?
Speaker A:Is this knowing or needy?
Speaker A:You cannot hear the high seven over the noise of the low eight.
Speaker A:So create the space.
Speaker A:Meditate.
Speaker A:Pray.
Speaker A:Journal.
Speaker A:Return to the quiet where the knowing lives.
Speaker A:Fourth, build the six.
Speaker A:Surround yourself with safe people.
Speaker A:People who can hold your vulnerability without weaponizing it.
Speaker A:People who reflect your highest number back to you, not your lowest.
Speaker A:6 Is love and healing of the home.
Speaker A:So you.
Speaker A:You get to build a new home.
Speaker A:Not the one that hurt you.
Speaker A:A new one inside yourself first, then around you.
Speaker A:Now.
Speaker A:I want to leave you with this.
Speaker A:Every number from one to nine carries a lesson.
Speaker A:And the full journey.
Speaker A:The complete cycle adds up to 45.
Speaker A:Four plus five equals nine.
Speaker A:It always comes back to nine.
Speaker A:Completion.
Speaker A:Wisdom.
Speaker A:The new beginning that waits on the other side of the world.
Speaker A:Trust is not rebuilt in the day.
Speaker A:Judgment is not restored in the moment.
Speaker A:But every time you choose your high seven over your low eight, you move closer.
Speaker A:Every time you honor the one, you're knowing your own worth, you move closer.
Speaker A:Every time you let the six in, the love, the safety, the healing.
Speaker A:You move closer.
Speaker A:Trust is not earned.
Speaker A:It's chosen.
Speaker A:And it starts the moment you choose yourself.
Speaker A:When you choose to trust your own perception, even when it scares you.
Speaker A:When you choose to own your own knowing, even when others don't understand it.
Speaker A:When you choose to be vulnerable, even when everything in you is screaming to stay closed.
Speaker A:That's your 5 energy doing the work.
Speaker A:That is the passage.
Speaker A:That is the bridge.
Speaker A:And on the other side of that bridge is the nine.
Speaker A:Your completion.
Speaker A:Your wholeness.
Speaker A:Your new beginning.
Speaker A:So as we close this series, I want to speak to the part of you that almost didn't keep listening.
Speaker A:The part of you that is carrying something heavy.
Speaker A:The part of you that has been told, directly or indirectly, that what happened to you was your fault.
Speaker A:That you're too much.
Speaker A:You're broken.
Speaker A:You're not broken.
Speaker A:You're a number in progress.
Speaker A:You are mid cycle.
Speaker A:You are somewhere between the womb and the wisdom, between the one and the nine.
Speaker A:And that's not a place of failure.
Speaker A:That is a place of becoming.
Speaker A:Broken things don't function.
Speaker A:But here you are functioning.
Speaker A:Showing up, searching for something better that is not broken.
Speaker A:That is the nine calling you forward.
Speaker A:You are not what happened to you.
Speaker A:You are the number.
Speaker A:You are still becoming.
Speaker A:Go gently, go bravely.
Speaker A:Because men lie, women lie.
Speaker A:But the numbers don't lie.
Speaker A:And yours is not done yet.
Speaker A:So until next time, remember, you're all stars, so shine like one.
