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Why I Left The Church And Found God Anyway — One Man's Spiritual Walk Away From Religion

Published on: 24th April, 2026

Leaving the religion you were raised in is one thing. Making peace with it is another. Numerologist Raymond Durr opens up about the moment he stopped going to church, the years he spent quietly searching for something that fit, and how he finally found his own connection to the Most High through prayer, meditation, and lived experience — no building required. He also gets honest about the self-judgment that comes with the territory — pausing a tarot video when family walks in, wondering what people think, carrying the weight of not fitting the mold. If you've ever walked away from the faith you were handed and had to build your own from scratch, this one lands.

Takeaways:

  • Leaving religion and leaving God are not the same thing
  • Self-judgment is often louder than the actual judgment of the people around you
  • Spirituality built from personal experience hits different than spirituality inherited by default
  • The people closest to you may surprise you with how little they actually care about your path
  • Finding God inside yourself is a valid arrival point

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Welcome to a different kind of astrology podcast—where the stars don’t just predict, they initiate. Hosted by Paul Heath, mythic architect and ritual teacher, this podcast offers immersive astrology readings that go far beyond horoscopes. Each episode is a living transmission, weaving planetary movements with archetypal storytelling, numerology, and tarot to reveal the deeper patterns shaping your life.

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PAUL HEATH

I am Paul. When I reflect back on my life, I was always interested in astrology. I would read my daily horoscope in the newspaper every day and often wonder, “how do they know?”
One day I was told I am a “cusp of beauty”, because my birthday was the last day of Virgo. I went home to research what cusp of beauty meant. My curiosity soared when finding out the meaning. I didn’t realize that I had just begun the journey of “Know Thyself.”
Learning how to read my natal chart I acquired the skills to assist others with deciphering their own chart-energy. Astrology has helped me understand and accept me for who I am. Although still work in progress, knowing about myself is surely making the process easier. I enjoy helping others (Virgo Sun) with the information I have gathered (Gemini Rising) that will help transform lives (Scorpio Moon) in a positive way.
I look forward to meeting and working with you as we embark on your journey.